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Full Moon, Year of the Rabbit Fucked

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Full Moon, Year of the Rabbit Fucked

The Full Moon is fucking with me, or maybe I’m just fucking the Full Moon. All I know is that it’s the year of the rabbit and I’m hopping to conclusions over the self-created, paranoid thoughts that are running through my mind.

They run through my mind all the time.

Am I good enough to be loved long time? Will he tire of me after loving me for a short while? Will he stick around, truly commit when I reveal all of me, my vulnerabilities, my deap seated fear of abandonment? You see I’m afraid to be discarded. I’m tainted by the loveless and inconsistent love of my father. Is it my new loves fault? No. Does it matter? No. What I do know is that I sit here, sipping a strong Bacardi and Coke, waiting for his call…afraid. Afraid to loose him, to believe in him, to finally be happy and in a relationship that is consistent. There is no reason why I should think otherwise, yet I sit here, being fucked by the Full Moon or fucking the Full Moon because I am indeed fucked.

I just hope he loves me and accepts me as is…fucked up and all.

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Sujeiry is a natural storyteller, dynamic radio show host and the proud CEO of LoveSujeiry.com. She's been at this digital media and content creation game for 15 plus years and pours her heart and soul onto LoveSujeiry.com - the only site for Latinas on all things love. After realizing there was a void in the love/relationship Latina media market, she took matters into her own hands and became the go-to sex and relationship expert on Latinx platforms. The former sex and relationship expert on Latina.com works diligently and passionately to encourage women of color to be their authentic selves as they navigate all things love.

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