I’m feeling a little withdrawn today. It’s an unusual feeling for me as I am constantly yapping away and engaging others. I’ve talked to NYC roaches for God’s sake. Mostly yelling while I’m spraying them to death with Raid.
But I know this stillness is good for me. So many things are changing. My life is evolving. For the first time, I know where I am going, even though the road is unclear.
Los Angeles in July. That’s where I will be.
After? Who knows. I do know it will be freeing and that I am confident in my path wherever the next place may be. There’s something about this new adventure, packing my bags and going out West that just feels right.
So, as I sit here, in the stillness, I embrace what is to come. So much has occurred already in 2012. So much is happening behind the scenes that I have yet to share.
Mami always said to keep the big things to myself.
El mal de ojo is real.
So, I embrace the quiet. It is quite different. So refreshing. It is needed. Because soon I will live out loud.